"I want to be my own design" Clive Barker - Imajica

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Looking back, 2012

So at the end of last year I wrote a little list of my goals for 2012 and all I can say 


my goals as of 1/2/12

new job (or maybe even starting an actual career) – DONE!
finally getting all my bills caught up and current – DONE!
paying off the one credit card I have – DONE!
continue to go to the gym at least 2 nights a week, 3 or more if possible – Er, not so much
DragonCon – DONE!
Be happy more than I’m not – DONE!

Hot fucking damn.

It only gets better from here. 

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

How am I looking?

We all have our own rituals, routines, habits. Things we do to make ourselves happy, to feel better about things.

My rituals usually include makeup, dressing nice, putting on heels, making my hair look pretty. All of these things make me feel better about life in general, makes me feel happy, makes me feel good. I enjoy getting dressed up, making more of an effort, doing my best to look my best. Maybe it's shallow, it's probably vain but then again I never denied that I was a shallow and vain person.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Don't like, no sir, not one bit.

This morning has been full of jackassery and things designed to put me in a shit mood. I refuse to do it though.

In no particular order:

fridge door wasn't closed all the way, the seal is tricky and you have to actually push it all the way closed or it won't seal properly
my lunch was mysteriously on the counter even though I put it away last night
the front door wasn't closed all the way
People were driving 20 miles an hour down Havana
the red arrow at Hampden and Yosemite wouldn't trigger and it took 3 cycles for me to get in a different lane to go a different way
took me an hour to get to work today.

*deep breath*

Ok, better now. Gonna drink some coffee, get some work done and later go to my company Xmas party and it will be all good.