I've been doing a lot of thinking today about how mopey and irritating and depressed I've been lately. It has gotten to the point when I don't even want to be around me so I don't really know how people like Mr. S have been putting up with me. I took a deep breath this morning and am trying really, really hard to just fucking stop it because this is old. I need to pull myself together and get over this shit before I end up making it so people don't want to be around me anymore.
time to put on my big girl britches.